If we were left to ourselves to plan, we should make mistakes. Our prejudices, our weaknesses, our self-deceptions, and our ignorances would be manifest in many ways. But the work is the Lord’s, the cause is His; He never leaves His workmen without divine directions.... {ML 10.5}
I always seem to forget that God has every little detail in my life figured out. Why am I so willing to let Him control the universe but not as willing to let Him provide for my needs everyday? Why do I trust Him in caring for those missionaries across the world, yet trusting him with my career is so difficult? Why can I believe He did everything in the Bible, yet be afraid and worried about where He'll lead me in a year?
I pray for God's will - everyday. But there is not one person who can sincerely pray and be worrying at the same time: especially me! Does that mean I'm not sincerely praying? Am I not honestly asking for God's will, but rather my own? This is something I've been struggling with a lot lately.
I will have FAITH that God is doing what is right at the perfect time it is necessary.
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